I turned a bend in the road where the trees parted, and the universe unfolded above me to glitter in breathtaking silence. I halted in my footsteps, stunned. Suddenly, a wave of helplessness washed over me:
I miss my spiritual master, I miss Radhanath Swami, but there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Nothing. He's across the world... as far as the moon... and I'm here.
So I stood there under the stars, just stood there. Then I knelt to the ground and buried my head in my hands.
And I realized that that was a glimpse of how I will feel when my spiritual master leaves this world.
And I realized that that was a glimpse of how I will feel when my spiritual master leaves this world.
Haribol! Dandavat Pranam!
ReplyDeleteHey Bhakti,sometimes i feel the same,it's kinda scary.
You know i along with around 100 other devotees was supposed to get initiated next month, got cancelled due to certain constraints.I know now how you feel.....